<3 I pray for you and Mark all the time. You guys are like family. Especially you. You're the sister I have never had and have always wanted. Mark is so lucky. I hope I will be in Florida long long before this time next year. I just will miss my dad... but I have to do what I have to do.. right?
i would give anything to be able to tell you to come here and live with me for a while, for as long as u need... but i don't have a place yet. you and i are tested angels, my love. we should've ended it a while ago out of sheer frustration and shit luck, but instead we persevere and do things like take off at night, and smoke, and listen to sad songs with our dogs.
please keep in touch. i'll help you any way i can, if i can. give your mom all my love.
Oh audjface. I miss all our nites of not sleeping, all of the music, all the long rides from dusk till dawn, all of the bottles of wine, all of the drama/ good and bad and all in these short 5 years.
Maybe when I come down there.. you, me and my mother could go thirds on a nice little apartment?
it would be magnificent! We could have the dogs. Share a car. And atleast we both know we'll always have someone to talk to. We could definatly get a nice house. I would probally be doing this before the spring... the sooner the better.
I miss you so much. Mass is definatly not the same without you.
It's okay Mark. It's not your fault. I've been contemplating maybe it was my fault. And I'm just having such a hard time getting over it. This has been going on a year longer for you than me... Does it get easier? And can they [your parents] talk to eachother? It's so hard especially at this time of the year. And same goes for you, if you need anything or need someone to talk to... I'll have this number for another week. 781 391 0138. You;re in my prayers too. <3
I'm sorry that was so random. I was just crying to Dave about how I think my parents divorce is my fault. And then I just got scatterbrained and went into that. God, I am such a mess. I've been driving for 4 hours and I've been up since 11 and then crying all night.
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p.s florida is awaiting you!
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I love you tons.
xoxo
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i would give anything to be able to tell you to come here and live with me for a while, for as long as u need... but i don't have a place yet. you and i are tested angels, my love. we should've ended it a while ago out of sheer frustration and shit luck, but instead we persevere and do things like take off at night, and smoke, and listen to sad songs with our dogs.
please keep in touch. i'll help you any way i can, if i can. give your mom all my love.
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Maybe when I come down there.. you, me and my mother could go thirds on a nice little apartment?
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I miss you so much. Mass is definatly not the same without you.
xoxoxoxoxoxo
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heh. sorry.
xo
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