Buckle up for safety. I can do that. I can swing whichever way I please. My limits have become apparent over this period. I guess that excites me. Not much else does lately.
I've been thinking horrible thoughts all day long. I guess its not the thoughts that are horrible but the urge to make them actions. I don't know what to do with myself before I have no choice in the matter. I guess I will just sulk.
The center, where everything turns black and suddenly nothing is visible. Its a dark place and many do not dare go there. I guess thats why its been so lonely.