I woke up this morning and I'm seriously noticeably thinner. And I actually have a semblance of some definition. I'm really excited. I can't wait for a few months from now ( Read more... )

What if you could live forever ( Read more... )

Orono. What am I doing here?

I had such a good night last night/this morning. Totally chill, totally amazing. Kenji and Sean are seriously a couple of my favorite people, couldn't ask for better friends. Thanks for being there guys ( Read more... )

My problem is that I have so many varied interests. And I can't be fully dedicated to all of them, and to do what I want with them I need to be just that, fully dedicated. I need to pick one, but I'm incapable. I think deep down I'm scared that which ever one I pick I'll inevitably fail at. Also I feel like I'm missing out no matter what I ( Read more... )

I feel like I've wasted alot of time so far in my life. I hope someday I can say I'm living life to the fullest.

Ended up drafting twice today at two different places, did awful both times. I guess I don't quite get limited. First one was good, good people, fun. Second one was kind of gay, typical annoying socially retarded people you'd expect to find in a card shop. Loud, obnoxious, and the ones who act superior because the invest alot of time in a card ( Read more... )

My tre flips are quite locked now, I like that. I can ollie higher, that's good too. Some kid at the OOB park was 50/50ing the high box there and I was like oh fuck that and decided I could ollie higher then him ( Read more... )

I think have a focusing problem. Like one they medicate little kiddies in junior high for when they act up and don't do their homework. I like how I probably had all the symptoms of the other problem kids in school, but I was just deemed capable but lazy. I wouldn't want to be medication dependent even I was prescribed something but it's ( Read more... )

My head is somewhere else. And my heart feels like it'll explode. I leave in two weeks and I'm still lacking direction, purpose, reason. I haven't saved enough money, hardly any honestly. People at work can even tell somethings different with me. They're asking why I haven't smiled at all lately. I don't even know. Although I probably just ( Read more... )