"whatever you want"

[apathy_angel]

Can you see the future tears in my eyes?...waiting to be born...waiting for the fall...can you taste the pain in my tears? See the scars from my years without you? I can feel them fading...fading...I guess I'm just that kind of girl. A living breathing tragedy. If you want, you can stand by and watch me dying...If you please...you can catch my

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Wow.

[in_a_dark_time]

This was amazing. I put it in my "memories" section. You can really write.

Maybe that's why we writers are given such a seemingly unbearable amount of pain--we're like alchemists, filtering pain into beauty. Take heart.

Re: Wow.

[apathy_angel]

Oh, thank you so much. You are correct. We are those given the tainted eyes to see the beauty in the darkness. How lucky yet cursed we be. May those who walk in daylight see the wonder of the shadows through our eyes. Thank you so much for taking the time to enjoy my dark imagination. My writing means a lot to me...and those who appreciate it as much as I do have great potential to be friends. =). I'll add you. And thank you again. I really appreciate it.
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Those who think sunshine is pure happiness have never danced in the rain.
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People ask me how I'm doing and I don't know what to say, I'm not sure if I'm doing better or if I'm just used to the pain...
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Little did I know that caring is a desease, It has you by the throat while begging on your knees...
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Kitty

[jaka_bassist]

all i can say is that i am in awe...

kade

very lovely.......

[freakonegative]

im very much in love with the way you write but most of this seems to be from personal expiereances and it saddends me to know a friend is in pain

i have ears to lend if ever you need to talk.........

*hug* feel better please oh and btw i have a yahoo screen name now its

moonbeamraven

i think its kinda lame but my fiance picked it for me so i have to like it lol

im usually on about 11:50-12:30

later.....

Re: very lovely.......

[apathy_angel]

Thank you ever so much. It does mean alot to me. Yes, most all of my writing is from personal experience but mostly small events which I put a lot of thought into. The writing is a good thing..it means I'm using that to cope rather than a razor blade or something harmful. So although I'm still in pain when I write like that...just be glade I'm taking it out in a healthy way. As for the name...I kind of like it. It makes me think of a shimmering blue black raven soaring alone through the night sky...king of the black clouds. With no light to guide him but the silver moon beams that slip through his feathers like cool water cascading over his tiny winged body. His beady eyes searching the sky daring anyone to challange him. its not so bad. Lol. Just think on it a bit.Thanks for the support and the hug! *hugs back*
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Kitty

[apathy_angel]

thankyou kade!

[apathy_angel]

awww...Thankyou Elly. lol. That cheered me up a little bit. Yes I remember. I will never forget. Never.
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Kitty