so i went to a symphony tonight. i listed to the virginia orchestra plan tunes from star wars, indian jones, et, the cowboys, and jurassic park.

i really enjoyed it and i think this is going to become a new hobbie.

scars and bitten lips ( Read more... )

Really haven't had much to post since Christmas Eve. Christmas was ok, nothing special about it. Brother and his family came over. I'm starting to some-what get along with my sister-in-law. Where not as bitchy to one another as we use to be. Work is a pain as usual. I was out last Thursday and Friday sick, woke up Thursday mourning unable to speak ( Read more... )

happy fucking new years

yes i will be a little pissed. why? i break up with jon and i don't really want to like anyone or date. i start talking to chris and i'm starting to like him and i'm fighting it. we talk every night for an hour to 2 hours. he stays busy with his job and it's been hard to hang out with him and get to know him, plus he knows i like him and if he ( Read more... )

this is an entry i did christmas eve on my myspace page.it's christmas eve. my shopping is done and everything is wrapped and under the tree. now usually every christmas, i'm asking for this and that. i'm wanting everything i see. this year. it's differnt. my family and friends ask me what i want for christmas and when i tell them this, it's ( Read more... )

i find myself at a cross road ( Read more... )

Tuesday Mourning: Don dies ( Read more... )

I was sitting on my doorstep ( Read more... )

The past 2 weeks have been so hard on me. Jon was wanting to get custody of his kid and I told him I would be there for him. I wouldn't leave him, because after 6 months of being together .. he now has a kid. I love him more then anything, but over these past few weeks .. no matter how much I love him .. I can't keep making myself sick over all of ( Read more... )