Re: i agreeapathy_lushNovember 5 2004, 12:55:54 UTC
Well you have gambled life's rivers well then. I guess I have to. It's not that I would change the last five years for anything, and I'd rather have experienced them than not.
It's just, because it was so perfect to the very end, I have doubts any subsequent 'gamble' of the realtionship kind will pay off. And once you've been in such a pretty place for such a long time , the outside feels so frantic and unsupportive. Levels of both negative and positive excitement I wouldn't have chosen to move on to - had it been my choice.
I'm a big drinker. It's a constant friend, especially of late. I hope I can mix said skill with learning the art of 'fucking around'. Thereby being to incoherent to fall into a lasting relationship when the moments present themselves.
Re: i agreebutterflyskiNovember 6 2004, 07:12:37 UTC
It's just, because it was so perfect to the very end
Now provided i dont know u or ur ex u can tell me to shut the fuck up and sodomise myself with a large vegetable or something but...
if it was so perfect it wouldnt have ended.....
ANDDDDDD fucking around is like fun and everyting buttttt if u really would prefer that then having a person u can be close to thats sad
i dunno i guess with my boyfriend as an example, he had been hurt and decided to just fuck around forever he met me it all changed i fianlly showed him love and honesty and only happiness....he ended up choosing me over all his world of whores and wet pussies...see wot im saying
at the end of the day u can fuck around and be alone cause ur anti being with ppl but in the end ull still be just as miserable...
Re: i agreeapathy_lushNovember 6 2004, 07:43:00 UTC
I suppose that's an over simplification. She needed to move on (noting she is younger than me by four years or so) as she could have quite happily gone on for ever, and not experienced any of the ups and downs of life as an independant human being. To survive on the money she earnt (I shared my income without caring), to need to make herself pretty to get attention (I thought she was beautiful anyway but loved her unconditionaly). and many other valid points
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What of the times when you cant help worrying? Sleeping pills ARE a great solution.
DO WE need a 'good' path? i love that...
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It's just, because it was so perfect to the very end, I have doubts any subsequent 'gamble' of the realtionship kind will pay off. And once you've been in such a pretty place for such a long time , the outside feels so frantic and unsupportive. Levels of both negative and positive excitement I wouldn't have chosen to move on to - had it been my choice.
I'm a big drinker. It's a constant friend, especially of late. I hope I can mix said skill with learning the art of 'fucking around'. Thereby being to incoherent to fall into a lasting relationship when the moments present themselves.
And yes, doubtful strategy - but heh :)
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Now provided i dont know u or ur ex u can tell me to shut the fuck up and sodomise myself with a large vegetable or something but...
if it was so perfect it wouldnt have ended.....
ANDDDDDD fucking around is like fun and everyting buttttt
if u really would prefer that then having a person u can be close to thats sad
i dunno i guess with my boyfriend as an example, he had been hurt and decided to just fuck around forever he met me it all changed i fianlly showed him love and honesty and only happiness....he ended up choosing me over all his world of whores and wet pussies...see wot im saying
at the end of the day u can fuck around and be alone cause ur anti being with ppl but in the end ull still be just as miserable...
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