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[apathysgirl]

I just can't seem to get going. I just want to sleep. I think I need to go and talk to my doctor about upping the dosage of my happy pills because they don't seem to be working as well as they were. Frustration has made me achy and melancholy and apathetic. It's funny, I go by the name Apathy's Girl, but I am anything but apathetic, and despise

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[sfubc]

UM THOSE FUCCKERS! Last year I walked around metrotown going to every store looking for perfume that smelled like coconut and NO ONE HAD IT. Now they have it? WHAT IS IT CALLED!!!

What happy pills are you on. I'm on like, all of them.

[apathysgirl]

It is just the perfume oil from the Body Shop, and it is called Coconut. They have so many good smelling things there. I like to smell like food. I know that might sound weird, but it's the truth. Maybe what I mean is that I like to smell like natural things, beacsue my other favourite perfumes smell like Lilly of the Valley.

And the happy pills I am on are called Cipralex. They seemed to be working pretty good for awhile there, but then they only started me on 5 mg a day, when the usual starting amout is 10 mg. Maybe I am crazier than I thought? :P

Is it weird that being on antidepressants makes me feel normal? And not in the calm, rational way, but like I am finally as messed up as the rest of the world?

[apathysgirl]

They just make them better.

[apathysgirl]

Didn't say a damn thing about it being a long term solution. In fact, I really hate the fact that I am having to admit a weakness and be on these pills. The humour I am using is the only thing that helps.

It is not my fault that life got overwhelming for me, or the fact that a psychological problem runs in my family. Hell, if I knew how to overcome genetics, I would.

And since when have you jumped on the Scientology anti-pill band wagon?

[anonymous]

OMG Tom Cruise is that you??

[anonymous]

Hey Tom Its John, Come out of the closet.