my god! its 4 am and im wrapping presents! ahhhh! for some reason i felt festive tonight and decided to do some work... i also decorated the christmas tree too! yay me! so... im tired, and still have to wrap my prezzie to my dad... but huummm effort! im in a jolly mood, i dont look it, but i am, lets see... i was put out of commission a bit after 2 ( Read more... )

so today went like so... wake up, move 15,000 *yes 15 thousand* pounds of alchohol *legally for all you who ask*, go home, went online for 2 hours/got ready, and left for work! yay! then worked from 4-12 yay! no breaks yay! *dies* sigh ( Read more... )

allllll righty then... so today i almost get fired for being not cheerfull enough... thats crap... no, its true, but its crap, i was at gw til 12:30 am with shawn in a heart to heart talk, i think ive adopted my boss as another father lol, he might be hitler von cambell, but hes helpin me out sooo much... bollocks indeed... i have 1 day to show up ( Read more... )

yawn, 4 am comes so quickly, blah, work work bollocks... life is communist... blah... so events... lets see woke up at 11:36 am, started work at 12:02 pm :) lol i love it, got off at 8! wooo! lets see had a chance to get so utterly fucked up/drunk/sexualized, buuut i passed, its just not me, blah hummm went to josh's pretty much did nothing, ( Read more... )

TAKE THAT! OOOH ( Read more... )

hummm.. long day today, work work work, had lunch with josh at claim jumper, i feel so old lol. crashed at josh's last night, loads of fun indeed... but at the same time got up at 11, got naked at josh's and ran to the shower, only to leave 20 minutes later for the bank so he could cash his check, got to the mall at 1, went to claim jumper omfg ( Read more... )

yawns *yesterday was rock bottom*

im better now

i made coookies with my family! woooo! soooo many cookies, we could feed a third world country with sugar! lol

15 hours of sleep and 2 dreams later ( Read more... )

i broke...

give me one good reason to ever trust a heart again...

i wish i didnt have a heart, i wish tears didnt hurt...

then life would be easier

im going to have to change... then i can disapear