It's been a crazy week..

[apedawg]

I haven't cried as much as I have this week in a while. Everything is so insanely overwhelming right now...I just want to curl up in my bed and not come out until everything is figured out for my future and for the right now. I HATE, HATE making decisions and I'm trying to make some HUGE ones right now. It's not going well, if you couldn't

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[amberstarr82]

We should go out to lunch or dinner sometime before the end of the school year! I havent seen ya in forever...I havent seen anyone in forever since school has taken over my life and I've just been swamped with everything else too! Alcohol has been the same way for me lately...just really not gettin along with my body so i've been taking it easy...which has led to me not seeing much of anyone! Let me know if you ever get a break!! Hope things start workin out better for you. I can only imagine how frustrating it is and it scares me because soon enough I know I'll be dealing with the same things once I graduate! Keep your chin up hun! :)

hiiiiiiiiii

[anonymous]

Hi Dear!

Just want you to know that I love you and think about you all the time!! I would SOOO go to Traverse if I could....that'd be so great for you! (....and me so I can visit!)

Take a breath and say a prayer and do something for yourself !!! You deserve it!

love you, Chuck

[metastatic_you]

"I look at so many of my friends who are getting married, and know where they'll be, who they'll be with, and what they'll be doing in a year. I still stick to the fact that I am not ready for marriage any time soon, but it must be nice to have that stability. Just to know has to be a comforting feeling. It is exciting having no idea, but lately it's way more scary than exciting."

As someone who falls into the married crowd, it was really hard for me about 3 years ago to know where I was going. There seemed to be no excitement in my future, no spontaneity, no loose ends left untied. The thought of such great stability left me really depressed, and I was not in a good place emotionally. Enjoy the unknowns for right now, because once every piece of the puzzle is there, things change. Now, I see my future as a bunch of possibilities, I just have a couple other people to consider who are going along for the ride. :)

Geez, April.......

[metastatic_you]

"I've realized in the last day or 2 that there is someone who has been in my life for a few years who is incredible. I hope we can talk more and see each other more often, because there really is no one else like them."

Thanks so much! (haha)