OMG! i just worte a long ass entry and now it is gone! i just don't think i could write all that stuff again! i guess i'll make it short this time around! but anyway i'm so sad that this might be my last journal entry! you see i don't have a computer, so i do my LJ at OTC! and today is my last day at OTC! but yeah i'm kinda wishing i didnt come ( Read more... )

I'm sorry too. I have nothing else to say,and it's not worth my time to argue. Good luck with everything. Love ya. Bye ( Read more... )

lol! omg yesterday tabetha wrote kelly a reallly mean e-mail about how he is an ass-hole to me and how is has a small winkie! and how he is a fag cause he plays roller hockey! and of crouse i knew kelly would call me and bitch me out and of crouse kelly called me right when i got home from school! omg i was pissed at him cause i told him not to be ( Read more... )

I am so happy ur gone ( Read more... )

wow last night was pretty fun! i went to Mars b-day party! it was pretty crazy! people were getting thrown in the pool, aj got naked! mikie jumped into the pool naked! looked at some porn and got caught! pretty fun stuff! my hair looks like shit! but its all good! chelsy's lover matt came to see her! lol! i wish i had a lover to come see me! but ( Read more... )

man this f***ing sucks! i dont have a bf for summer! i know most people are like its summer u can flirt and makeout with all the guys u like! but im not like that! that use to be fun to me but what im really looking for is something real! someone to call my own! i had great hopes for me and kelly over the summer but hey shit happenes! lol yesterday ( Read more... )

hey yall! omg yesterday i was so embarrasses! i went to mott to get my physical and i went over a cruve cause my dad was yelling at me and aj jackson saw me do it! i felt so dumb! i was hopeing no one saw that but aj did so what can ya do? but yeah i think im over kelly! i still love him and i alwas will but sometimes u just gotta move on and let ( Read more... )

hello everyone! kelly is such a dick! i go over to his house on sunday hopeing that we could be friends and put everything behind us! but that wasnt the case! i go into kelly's room and there is a big ass picture of britney his ex-girl friend! and when i saw that picture it felt like kelly broke my heart all over again! i f***ing hate him! and i ( Read more... )

ok 2day just feels like it is going to suck! i have a feeling that my whole life is going to suck! i probaly wont find a guy to love me. i wont find a job i will truely enjoy! but hey thats life! yeah i hope i see brian after school 2day! maybe seeing him will put me in a better mood but yeah gonna go now peace!

ok everyone, im trying this thing were i dont talk about kelly i dont call kelly and i dont think about kelly! i cant stand missing him so much! and it sucks that when i do talk to kelly it just dosent even help anything cause he dosent want to talk about what happened between us i guess he thinks nothin would help so he just doent want to try to ( Read more... )