entry goes here- Ghosts crowd the young child's fragile eggshell mind... but hey what can you do?

i gotta get Asian. no actually i gotta get msn messenger.

My heart cooks my brain every day. i miss her when she's around. My years go fast and my days go way too slow.i've lost the plot.The Cowboy Dan in my life will soon drive me crazy. Sometimes i feel like the Dark center of the universe. Sometimes i don't notice the beauty in dirt. Some have so much beauty it could make you cry. i am half autistic ( Read more... )

Ich bin sechzehn! well, almost. i can't wait, and i don't know why. i have nothing planned but i am really excited just to be sixteen. I'm an adult in Europe.
aaah blaahhh- I miss you when you're around, and I miss her when she's around.

wow, working at the commisary is nothing and everything i thought it would be at the same time. little asian ladies got pissed at me cuz i put fruit with meat, o'well. it's not gunna make the meat taste funny, right? who cares. i suck at bagging. But i did make $78,in one day, so i can't complain.

Dang it's been along time since i even read an LJ, o'well. hey for whoever it may concern or interest i have a new sn , IamTheLizrdKing@aol.com(no "A" in lizard). let's count how many people ask me what my new name is for. ask, will tell.

So, school is boring, rain sucks, Goin to England on the 20th, nuthin much going on.

so i'm goin crazy watchin those around me. i always feel like the outsider. not the outcast, but the new guy.... still. it just ain't workin, but that's life. o well. it's fun to talk about memories, but when you'd rather be living them than the ones being made now, it sux.

it's ok to eat fish beacuse they don't have any FEET!!! or that's what i ( Read more... )

blehhh, i am so sick of the same thing over and over. i like looking forward to things, i even like looking forward to packages in the mail. i like it when i looked forward to a saturday night with my friends. i liked it when i looked forward to seeing that one person at school. now i like to look forward to , looking forward. damn, now looking ( Read more... )

school has started and this year is going to be just like the 9 years before. everyone at this school has to knock someone down to lift themselves up. i hate that. that's how all the "cool" kids get to their place in the social food chain. i try not to do this but i do find myself making fun of the people i hate, then i realize i'm doing the same ( Read more... )

tried to get a pic of my crippled-ness behind me but its hard to see

it so good to be back in emerica. drinkin rockstars and loadin up on caffeine. england needs to catch up with the caffeine intake that emericans put up with. school is cummin up quick, like a sneaky little brother.