thinkin thinkin thinkin ...its all i can do. it is going to drive me insane. i've only known her fer like 4 days and i'm really goin crazy. can't sleep, can't talk right cuz i'm thinkin bout sumpin else. thot we had "a moment" then its destroyed by sum random friend coming to say "hey welcome back". what do i do, do i pursue...then leave. or do i ( Read more... )

i finally made it here after a 14 hour day of flights and waiting in amsterdam. my friends here have changed, its a reality check but im over it, and im over other things too. me and my friend nick seem to be the only ones here that havn't changed, but the rest seem like there lives are going nowhere good. thats along story. o well write me at ( Read more... )

its almost 11:30 and i am bored and mad for my own reasons. i have a rockstar ready for tomorow...so if i am stranded alone again then i can crack open a can of joy. England is sneakin up on me, im lookin forward to it in someways, but in others im worried it might make me messed up again blah blah blah... so how are you? eh? alrotty. sounds good. ( Read more... )

everytime im just about to leave across the country or even across the world for that matter, when i hang out with my friends everything is so surreal. i feel like im in a dream, a walking, talkin, living dream. i dunno why but it happens when i'm about to leave. maybe im goin crazy or maybe i just drank a rockstar...either way i will think and ( Read more... )

...so me and michael shot fireballs at each other and ate zours. the end

today was good. at first i was bummed because i couldn't hang out with sydni, but then i called mark and was like "yeah lets do sumpin" so ended up i hung out with michael and mark and we laughed our arses off. we walked to the BX then commisary...etc. it was fun cuz the whole time we just goofed off and laughed at stupid stuff. then we went to ( Read more... )

i woke up at 9...stayed in bed till 10...got up...put clothes on my arse...turned on modest mouse...ROCKED!!!!!fer a little bit...then ate ramen noodles dot dot dot then i tried to wake up sydni...didnt work...then i went to the skatepark for some skate event...got mad cuz i cant skate...came home... called sydni...sat here...and from there i will ( Read more... )

i dont like pickles there gross. i mean its not cuz there kinda sour, cuz i love sour things, its cuz they just dont LOOK like sumpin good to eat. i mean look at it....DONT EAT PICKLES. so im not in apickle no mo. my day was great the end.

Im in a pickle! not a cucumber or a seacumber, or even a skycumber. im in a pickle.

AAAAHHHHHH!!!!!im am so bored it is drivin me nuts. I doubt michael wants to hang out w/ me, Mark probably can't, ahhh, i need a car, and a license, and the age to use both of them. if i had a car i wouldn't have to bother my parents with rides to here then there. if i could i'd walk to vacaville to hang out w/ sydni or laura or dante or anyone ( Read more... )