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Stolen from my Rean <3
*Now*
mood: sorta depressed
music: my favorites on windows media... right now "the warmth" -incubus
taste: just had soft tacos... yum :]
hair: straight and down as usual
dress: purple shirt, grey shorts, shox (just went walkin)
annoyance: jim and his annoying dog
smell: my body wash
game: lately i've been addicted to word whomp on pogo
thing I ought to be doing: homework i guess
favorite artist: kelly clarkson
favorite group: too many to name... you know.
book: go ask alice, angela's ashes, catcher in the rye
worry: austin in general...
crush: john travolta lol
favorite celeb: PARIS HILTON!
time wasting wish: i wish i could be w/ austin...
hate: a lot about my life right now
* Today Have I ..
Smiled?: yes
Laughed?: not really
Cried?: yes
Bought something?: nope
Were sarcastic?: no
Watched your favorite movie?: no
* A Last time for everything.......
Last book you read: catcher in the rye
Last movie you saw: in her shoes
Last song you heard: listening to "evaporated" -ben folds five
Last thing you had to drink: diet coke
Last time you showered: about 5 hours ago
Last thing you ate: soft tacos
* I....
i see - this bright computer screen that's making me blind
i find - i am really bad off emotionally
i want - to get wasted
i have - too many clothes
i wish - i was rich and pretty
i hate - repeated questions
i miss - my dad
i fear - abandonment
i feel - full
i hear - smashing pumpkins
i smell - the taco meat in the other room
i crave - food in general
i search - for acceptance from the people around me
i wonder - if i'll ever get back to normal
i regret - too much
i love - you
i ache - my head, heart, and back
i long - to be truly happy
i care - too much sometimes
i always - wear makeup
i am not - normal
i believe - in a different god than most people
i have faith - rarely, sadly
i cringe - when i hear 50 cent
i sing - in the car and the shower
i cry - too god damn much
i do not always - try my best
i succeed - at making myself look stupid
i fail - to realize it sometimes though
i fight - with my mom and austin
i write - really neatly
i give - all my gum away :[
i win - band-type stuff
i lose - the matches to socks
i never - do the speed limit
i confuse - carolyn. heh
i listen - when people want me to
i hope - tomorrow is a good day
i expect - to graduate college someday
i need - love