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announcement:
i am going to begin writing my memoirs.

things are changing around me.
seasons are passing as if they were years.

things are just strange...
not necissarily bad... just, strange.

ive been having anxiety attacks alot lately.
i keep trying to brush it off but, in the back of my mind...
its my biggest fear in the whole world...
i need to move...badly.

ive noticed that im starting to find ( Read more... )

a short:
spiders weave little webs
never stopping
never slowing down
must always be weaving little webs
sometimes to make friends they offer to intertwine their webs with another
this makes webbing twice as strong
so it does not break
they help eachother
but, sometimes,
most unfortunately
sometimes, they are distracted by the thoughts of this friendship
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its not worth it. you dont find friends like her everyday.

i feel more calm tonight than i did last night.
for some reason i had this crazy anxiety attack.
i dont know why.
my heart seems to be torn between two friends.
i think i need to just wait it out...
but, i don't want to pass this by again.
especially if this turns into my chance because i may not ever get another one.

ah... ugh.. ack...
my insides feel like mashed potatos.

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MONDAY:
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TUESDAY:
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WEDNESDAY:
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