im nineteen now.
i suck.

current obsession: the weather ( Read more... )

current obsession: laying in bed listening to joan baez records

i wish life was full of things like creme brule, bon bons, and satin pillows.
meh. its not...its fast food, traffic, and teachers who lock you out of class.

next semester....either night school or internet school.

current obsession:keeping secrets that are okay to keep ( Read more... )

current obession:CLAYlittle

current obsession:getting things done.

i ran errands all day and played with my twin even though shes sick.

i need to meet some new people.

i need to try something different.

i need air.

i need to get a life.

i need to stop wanting to punch myself in the face all the time. no regrets...remember?

i want to be close to someone.

i need to stop being everyones pseudogirlfriend.
stop caring so much.
stop wanting to be dragged around.
toughen up thats what i need to do...i think.

i feel like a huge idiot.

the end.

nothing would explain it better than me punching myself in the face and walking around with two black eyes for a few days ( Read more... )

current obsession: candles

im so frusterated.
i have been for sometime.
im finally realizing why.
its almost becoming too much to deal with now.