I Live. For Real This Time

Jul 06, 2015 15:06

So I've been avoiding LJ like crazy because life has got me so behind on everything that I barely know where to start ( Read more... )

real life, singing, family, writing

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phillydragonldy July 7 2015, 00:30:49 UTC
Hey stranger! Glad to see you live and posting updates! Haven't had something from you for *starts counting on fingers, but gives up and starts using toes*....a while. ;). Sorry your time in PA wasn't much fun. Hopefully if you make it back to the area again, it will be better. On the flip side, congrats on the success with singing! Having some professional stability is a great feeling. :). Lastly, looking forward to more of your updates and I hope you enjoy the works from secret chlex. We had some really great stuff there!

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apeygirl July 7 2015, 07:23:03 UTC
I can't wait to earn my way to reading them. I'm going to be doling them out as a reward system/a couple fics for every chapter I post. First up is yours because it's for meeeeeeee!

It's definitely nice feeling secure about paying the bills, especially in my line of work. I definitely have been lucky in these people finding me. My main worry is getting sick these days. I don't exactly have paid sick days. LOL.

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bkwurm1 July 7 2015, 05:33:46 UTC
Sorry to hear about your Aunt Monica and the other live one being "difficult". As for saving voice mails to preserve the sound of a voice, I don't find it morbid, just very sentimental and sadly realistic. Don't worry about it as long as it brings you comfort and isn't taking over your life. It's really not so different than taking a picture to preserve an image.

So great to hear about the gigs with the restaurants.

Just so you know, while fics are always welcome, you are most welcome to swing by without gifts. We kind of like you. :)

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apeygirl July 7 2015, 07:26:45 UTC
True. I guess I just see it as morbid because I'm always worrying who's next at times like these. I will relax into it in a month or so, knowing my little grieving pattern by now.

And awww! I know I don't have to bring fic to come around. I just feel weird when I don't have any. I feel the same way about parties. I must bring something!

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frelling_tralk July 7 2015, 13:36:41 UTC
I'm sorry that you vacation turned out so badly :hugs:

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apeygirl October 22 2015, 06:08:33 UTC
I just saw I never replied to this. Life's definitely feeling shorter, the older I get. I don't like it, this feeling that someone I love could be next and soon, but it's hard to shake off. My grandmother used to say that, as you get older, even your happier times are more bittersweet and it's so true.

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