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[aphanon_dr]

Just a journal for those who need it. :) Feel free to RP here or anything!

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[oh_espana]

*sitting out on his front porch in an old chair, looking like he may either pass out or burst into tears at any moment*

[greciangod]

[stands by, ready with tissues]

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...at least Romano got some nice pants...

[oh_espana]

*smiles up at him, obviously forced for once*

...Yeah...They were nice.

*continues sitting, unmoving, staring off*

[greciangod]

[puts a hand on his shoulder, not knowing what else to say]

What do you want?

[oh_espana]

...I want to go inside. Will you come?

[greciangod]

Of course.

[holds out a hand to help him up]

[oh_espana]

*takes it, pulling himself up shakily and opening the door to let them in*

Th-thanks for coming...

[greciangod]

[follows behind, nodding]

I'll talk to him. Try to get him to agree on a date. You'll have your chance to show him a good time as well.

[oh_espana]

*shuts the door behind them, locking it and walking into the closest living room, immediately falling back onto a couch*

...Don't do that...

[greciangod]

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[just watches him quietly, waiting for an explanation]

[oh_espana]

*closes his eyes, rubbing at the back of his neck with a hand*

I think...I'm going to stop trying...

[greciangod]

You're... giving up?

[stands in front of him]

...why?

[oh_espana]

...I shouldn't have kept bothering him this long, I think. And...he'll be happier this way.

[greciangod]

Are you sure? Or are you simply trying to make yourself feel better?

[oh_espana]

*shakes his head and reaches for Greece's hand, body trembling*

I think so. *looks down*

I just don't think I can do this anymore.

[greciangod]

[takes his hand and gives it a squeeze]

If you want to let him go, that's you're choice... But don't do it because it's too hard. You've fought too many wars and survived too long for that to be an excuse.