Oh my God I wrote this and LJ ate it UGH.dam_stijlApril 6 2011, 05:08:54 UTC
[he's almost whispering] Okay. If you don't think I care about you, you're crazy. I - I like almost everything about you, even when it drives me nuts. [swallows] I hate that we - fuck that - that I can't talk to you. I hate that you like other people more than me. I hate that I'm the one that always fucks things up -
[annnnd about now he realizes what he's saying and shoves her off, looking away]
I just want you to be happy. So. [...he kind of wants to hide right now and it shows]
That was happening to me ALL DAMN DAY today.bellabelgiumApril 6 2011, 05:17:43 UTC
[ blinks and blushes when he whispers to her, her eyes widening over his shoulder and she isn't sure what she should be saying or doing because he's finally TALKING and it's not what she was expecting to hear ]
[ is just about to wrap her arms around him before she's shoved off, looking at him in disbelief ]
I... [ WHERE ARE HER WORDS ]
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Yeah?
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You-- confuse me. And I still care about you immensely despite that. But I think you don't think I do and it's very frustrating.
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[like now]
[chews on a nail while he tries to come up with something...and finally gives up and spits out - ] I could say the same.
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What if I say that I'm scared to say anything.
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I can't believe that even in a thread like this, after I've already said something you still won't tell me how you feel.
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[deep breaths, ned]
[spit it out, ned]
[she did it, you can too man]
Fuck. [walks up to her and pulls her into a hug, instead]
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[ waits ]
[ and waits ]
[ and waits some more-- oh wait, she's suddenly being hugged ]
--!! W-Wha...
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[annnnd about now he realizes what he's saying and shoves her off, looking away]
I just want you to be happy. So. [...he kind of wants to hide right now and it shows]
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[ is just about to wrap her arms around him before she's shoved off, looking at him in disbelief ]
B-Broertje...
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Are we done yet?
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[ her voice is a little softer than before, resting her hand on his arm and curling her fingers into his sleeve ]
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What.
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Look at me.
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