it happened earlier. it came so sudden. it was always there. damn i love that guy. i miss him. i let him die in pain and a hospital.

uh last night he got alot worse and i kinda of gathered that the doctor thinks the life expectancy has gone down to one or two weeks. when i visited today i brought my dog(who my dad loves to death) and got a few smiles out of him. this whole thing came out of nowhere...barely over a week ago we had dinner at chevy's with jenny and he seemed fine ( Read more... )

I originally planned to go to the picnic thing today and get drunk with the ugly locals. But yesterday my dad called me and told me to take him to hospital. If you dont know already he has Hep. C. Of course the only Hep. that cant be cured very far along unless you are very rich. And he is far along with it and obviously doing bad. Well he asked me ( Read more... )

The weirdest thing that has ever happened to me in my entire life just happened. It starts like this. Today im supposed to be having parctice and im a little worried about my throat. Last practice I fucked up my throat and it hurt real bad. Anyway my mom gave me an echinacea herb pill to help the sick. the pill is just this capsule with herb powder ( Read more... )

Ha strip poker and Billy Idol dancing is so much fun. What a sweet best day of my life. DAMMIT!


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( A stolen quiz for holidays )

Im getting a litle sick. lame. But its not bad yet, and i dont think that it will be bad. Oh and there is something that i want on ebay. Its super expensive though. lame. oh here is the rejected dead songlist so far

Zombie Movies

Braineaters

O.D.

Chucky's Murder

Baby Feast

The Plague

Insomnia

Already Dead

Paranoia(work in progress)

Dead Tonight, ( Read more... )

Dammit its super late. I want to be with the Jenny but she isnt here. Too much wreaking havoc. Didnt call. Sorry. I wish that we could come home every night together. I want to get rid of this feeling of urgency, it feels like things are just off. I know it will go away. Im not at home without the Jenny. I cant sleep.

Hey My Great Grandma died today. Oh and once again my only love loses faith in out relationship.