Gonna try and keep up with this challenge, the 30 Day Letter Challenge, despite the fact that I am typoing up a storm on this new keyboard, dammit. Watch me forget about it forever in three days.
Sorry to hear things aren't going so well. *hugs* I can definitely see why you teared up writing that...it's the sort of thing all of us socially maladjusted people go through, but that doesn't make it any less difficult. Other people who don't seem to have trouble seem to wonderful and talented and we just can't measure up somehow. But who knows how your friend sees you. She might very well have wonderful thoughts about you, and miss you very much.
Also, I hope very much that your dad is alright. And yeah, if it doesn't stop bleeding he should definitely go to the hospital, injuries ought to stop bleeding at some point. Good luck to him. And whatever's going on with your RP, I hope it works out. Even if it seems petty RPs can be very intense and important, so getting worked up about them isn't all that ridiculous.
Yeah... I kinda hope so. She'll probably see this eventually, anyway. ^^;
I think he stopped bleeding, or it's at least slowing down enough. Plus, the cost for the emergency room is like $250 because the insurance he's on has a large copay, so... yeah, he wanted to avoid it. Plus, getting poked with a needle for a tetanus shot in his thumbnail would be painful right now, because the wound is under the nail. @_____@
And yeah, it'll blow over soon enough. It is important to me, but I haven't gotten so worked up over something this stupid in years. And I pretty much told myself I was done with this shit, so... it really makes me feel pathetic. :|;;;;
I know a bit about what it feels like to be in that never-able-to-initiate-anything place, and believe me, nothing is set in stone yet for you. I can't even begin to tell you how much I changed for the better between ages 18 and 22.
As for RP shit, if there wasn't something ridiculously petty going down somewhere or other at any given time they wouldn't call it LJRP :U And sometimes it really is the stupid shit that gets to one the most.
And yeah, that is very true re: RP. XD It's just... argh, man, stop being such a moron, Qu, it's a petty small thing and you should not be so damn upset over it. ;w; And it's not even anyone's fault, either.
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I hope your dad's thumb stops bleeding. ... Also I can see why you'd tear up writing that. At least you have your childhood friend, though.
Also RP-burn outs always suck. D:
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They do, but hopefully the hiatus I put up will help me chill the fuck out. Lord knows I need it. :\
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C-Cut off? Erk, no, I don't think it's THAT bad... @_____@
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Also, I hope very much that your dad is alright. And yeah, if it doesn't stop bleeding he should definitely go to the hospital, injuries ought to stop bleeding at some point. Good luck to him. And whatever's going on with your RP, I hope it works out. Even if it seems petty RPs can be very intense and important, so getting worked up about them isn't all that ridiculous.
All in all, giant e-hugs for you.
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I think he stopped bleeding, or it's at least slowing down enough. Plus, the cost for the emergency room is like $250 because the insurance he's on has a large copay, so... yeah, he wanted to avoid it. Plus, getting poked with a needle for a tetanus shot in his thumbnail would be painful right now, because the wound is under the nail. @_____@
And yeah, it'll blow over soon enough. It is important to me, but I haven't gotten so worked up over something this stupid in years. And I pretty much told myself I was done with this shit, so... it really makes me feel pathetic. :|;;;;
Thanks, though. ♥ I appreciate it.
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I know a bit about what it feels like to be in that never-able-to-initiate-anything place, and believe me, nothing is set in stone yet for you. I can't even begin to tell you how much I changed for the better between ages 18 and 22.
As for RP shit, if there wasn't something ridiculously petty going down somewhere or other at any given time they wouldn't call it LJRP :U And sometimes it really is the stupid shit that gets to one the most.
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And yeah, that is very true re: RP. XD It's just... argh, man, stop being such a moron, Qu, it's a petty small thing and you should not be so damn upset over it. ;w; And it's not even anyone's fault, either.
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