(  'where is she? she's really pretty.' )

don't be fooled by the face i wear, for i wear a thousand masks, & none of them are me. i give you the impression that i am secure, that confidence is my name & coolness is my game, & that i need no one. but don't believe me. beneath dwells the real me, in confusion, in aloneness, in fear. i create a mask to hide behind, to shield me from the ( Read more... )

( i've gotten so good at this- )

i think we all want to feel something that we've forgotten or turned our backs on because maybe we didn't realize how much we were leaving behind. we need to remember what used to be good. if we don't, we won't recognize it even if it hits us between the eyes.

i'm being such a bitch today.
i don't know why.
i don't want to deal with anything & little things are making me upset.
i'm sorry if i snap at anybody.
although most of you probably don't care to talk to me anyway.
(see what i mean?)

=/

sing me to sleep
i don't wanna wake up
( on my own anymore )

today.i.feel.
a little bit more
&
what i feel
mostly
is a little bit
less.

there's a loophole, you know.
you can say it if you mean it enough to say it twice.

tonight I closed my eyes
& I thanked God for you.
<3

"everything happens for a reason"

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(i am now officially part of the LJ scene.)