Wow. Everything you said just sums it all up. I'm the same way, as you well know, and the only advice I can give is to just calm down and breathe. I started doing that after Sunday, and things with my boy seem so much better, since I'm not overanalyzing. Enjoy things for what they are, and if they don't turn out the way you want, we'll be there to scrape you off the ground and help you start over. Love you.
I have my fingers crossed for you that this will all work out - your new guy sounds nice! I can really relate to the over-thinking issue, too...I do that a lot myself & have nearly sabotaged my amazing relationship on a couple of occasions because of it! The only advice I can offer is, enjoy this for what it is, as much as you possibly can *hugs*
Completely aside from the issue you addressed up there, I just love the way you write. So much. :)
I'm glad you got a chance to talk to him and see that everything is okay. Over-thinking sucks, and it's something that's really hard to stop doing. But at least it helps you to see that you really do *care* about that person, otherwise you wouldn't be over-analyzing. It sounds like with Josh, if you're feeling these insecurities, you can talk to him about it, work through it, and get yourself back to the fun part. From what I saw, you didn't really have that with Jordan. So woot for a step in the right direction.
We need to meet Mr. Dream Guy, though. I like to know the people who make my best friend happy :) Oh, and Happy Best Friend Week, since I think it's stupid to send you back a message that you've already read lol
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I'm glad you got a chance to talk to him and see that everything is okay. Over-thinking sucks, and it's something that's really hard to stop doing. But at least it helps you to see that you really do *care* about that person, otherwise you wouldn't be over-analyzing. It sounds like with Josh, if you're feeling these insecurities, you can talk to him about it, work through it, and get yourself back to the fun part. From what I saw, you didn't really have that with Jordan. So woot for a step in the right direction.
We need to meet Mr. Dream Guy, though. I like to know the people who make my best friend happy :) Oh, and Happy Best Friend Week, since I think it's stupid to send you back a message that you've already read lol
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