just got an email from my mom today, see sent me the bible passage i have to read at my grandfathers funeral, its one he used to always quote, god how will i get throught this, the weather was nice today and i got to have bio lab out side, that was nicee, now im kinda down, nothing quite puts me in a sad mood like thinking about my grandad. ill be ( Read more... )

so its official, im creeped out, yah, me i dont creep easily, it think it was the removal of testicals that did it to me, uuuuugggghhhhhhh, i need a hug, i think its time for sleep

lab sucked hard today, now i need rest, the food wasnt much better, not to mention i might have actualy heard a comment so stupid as to rival the horse comment, warm weather today, i could tell from inside [bitter] oh well no class tomorrow, i need to recharge the solar panels. peace

long week a head, tons of work, so much stress, strange how much of an unweekend this past one was [confusion] any way at least the weather is getting nice again, hopefuly its like this till the end of the term

tons of work to do, a little less stress and a little less tired, sleep did me good, if anyone wants to go to the steam room later give me a call,

im glad i took the night off, it was good to take a break ( Read more... )

i hate drama, i hate girls and i hate seeing my friends have their hearts broken, life is fucked up, why do i feel like i am only surviving and not living, god knows nothing really makes sense, i need a nap before i scream, i just hope that when i wake up the world has grown up ( Read more... )

rest needed, sleep good, but party first, its gonna be crazy, freds birthday party, brother left today, it was fun to see him but he was ready to go back, cant wait until summer

this week is long but fun, got out of lab today in a hour, score, brother is here and its great to see him, i hope he is having as much fun as i am, party tonight in his 'honor' and then a keg party on friday. dam erin and her controling egomaniacal insanity, lottery comming up, so confused, hope to get a quad, prob wont happen, but worst case ( Read more... )

library closed, anger, paper to write, rage, frustration
what the hell
why is the god dam building closed, im gonna flip a shit