It had been... it had been a matter of months, now, since Jonothon had come back to Fandom Island. A matter of months full of regret, mostly. Guilt. A scream deep inside of him that always started as an itch a, doubt, a shadow disguised as a memory that sometimes he could ignore, but more often than not he found himself dwelling on until it pulled
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"Kiss kiss?" Karla called, poking her head into the apartment, hoping either Troy or Jono would answer. In Kaeleer, males' spaces were sacrosanct and females didn't trespass without permission. Technically, she had permission, but a quick message over the phone wasn't enough to settle her growing unease.
"With En Sabah Nur at your core!"
No one answered and so she crept inside like a blonde mouse, placing the catalogues on the table like she'd been instructed. It sounded like Jono was in the shower, singing. Today being the day for it, she wouldn't have thought anything of it except...
...Except she was still feeling unsettled. And sometimes the voice singing didn't sound like Jono's.
"I am you! You are mine!"She should leave ( ... )
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Just for voices?
He curled forward, one hand cradling the other as blood ran between his fingers, turning pink in the water that had pooled on the floor around him. He was shivering, but he wasn't actually sure if he was cold. Maybe he'd care about the cold later. That could be a concern to be dealt with along with the voices.
There were a thousand of him, scattered around him on the floor, ripping at any bit of his flesh that they could reach, all staring up at him horrified at what they saw. They were crying too.
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Fortunately, that moment passed as fast as it had happened and Karla realized she was staring at the other blue heir of Apocalypse Jono, curled up and sobbing like his heart would break.
She almost called for Raven right then, but decided this was probably the last thing her friend should see. She'd get him calmed down and cleaned up (and maybe clothed, too), before she called in the cavalry.
"Jono," she called softly, vanishing the broken mirror shards. "Jono, it's Karla. Can you hear me?" She padded lightly forward, raising a hand to rest it on his shoulder.
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The voice came with a hand.
The thousand faces on the floor were joined by a thousand more.
He stared at them for an eternity. They looked worried. There was no accusation in their eyes. And even the broken pieces of him on the floor looked confused. There should be, shouldn't there? Didn't the faces know that he was a monster? They kept looking at them, and the one that was behind him didn't pull away in disgust, and he couldn't stand to see them any more.
He raised his bloody hands and pressed them to his face, closing his eyes.
But he nodded.
And then he shook his head.
Two thousand faces and one voice in his ears, and he couldn't hear a word. He was utterly deaf. The world stopped at the borders of his mind and there was a sheer drop from there
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