yes i am still alive

[apocalypsecow]

just checking in... gotta get ready for work in a bit..been pretty busy lately between work, working on the yard with my cousin, and the occasional time to hang out with friends. i am not home very much....yesterday i went to portage lakes with michele and the whole damn family, not just her six but her mom, dad, sister, husband, their kids, and

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November Rain comes to mind.....

[blasphim]

Don't bother to respond? What kind of horse shit is that? Am I gonna tell you it's gonna be okay? No. I told you it was gonna be hard, I told you that you were gonna have to fight tooth and nail. I never told you nor will I tell you that it's all gonna be okay, cause I don't believe it will be. It will be struggle, it will be pain, and it will be good times and bad. But you must, and I say MUST again, be strong sweetheart. You are not destined to stay single forever, unless you want to be. And if all this fails to get through that beautiful red head of yours, sink in behind those blue eyes, the just recall the reason you're out there to begin with;
MADDY.

You're a mother sweetheart, and as hard as that gets, you have a responsability to your child. It ain't easy, and from what I understand, it doesn't get easier, but it is worth it.
Look all this aside, if you wanna talk, drop me a line to my hotmail account and I'll be in touch.

Love ya,
-Jeff

Hey Lady

[ibpuddles]

Love ya dearly... wish i could wave a wand and make it better... but i can't.
Life sucks sometimes and iknow its not going great for ya but try if not for your sake for your daughters to pull your self outta the funk ;) your a much better person than you think you are Jen. You are TOO damn Smart to let life drag you down like that :)
I wont say its all gonna be okay cause lets face it...i'd be a liar.. but if you keep tryin you can make it better with out the help of "chemical" alterd reality... ;)
Love and Miss ya
Dar

Wow!?

[anonymous]

Maybe I'm a little slow to read these damned things, but why end everything? I remember a couple of nights involving Captain Morgan and Coke that were pretty damn fun and outta control. I can't tell you what to do, and I'm not going to say "live for your daughter", but maybe an extension is in order just in case there is something around the corner you want to experience. I know you tend towards pessimistic views, but to have thoughts as dark as this goes a little over the edge dont you think? I can't possibly tell you what to do. I can say that if you choose to go there will be those of us that your life has touched that will miss you dearly. Try to remember all of the good times you've had and use them to get you through, at least until you obtain more happy memories. We love and miss you Jen. I'm thinking of demoting General M.D. to Private, what do you think? The title would certainly be more applicable in his current situation.

Love and Miss You:
The Capn