even though i have tomorrow off, i should probably be sleeping ( Read more... )

i've said this many times before, but i will say it again: i am my own worst enemy.

some day i will step out of my own way so that i can properly progress....

jesus, when did i post last? i keep contemplating a post or two, but i lack either the inspiration or the time. usually both. but here's something i was pondering today ( Read more... )

i've thought about posting this at least a dozen times. what stopped me in the past was a lack of time, a lack of interest, and.....maybe i don't like to feel vulnerable or something. i tend to fight my own fights, perhaps to a fault. it seems to work ok most of the time ( Read more... )

a little while ago i discovered (thanks, facebook!) that my current ex is now engaged to...ok, i'll just express my feelings on this...her dorky, unattractive, much younger ex-coworker ( Read more... )

this goes out to hysterikal, as she was featured in my dream ( Read more... )

i didn't get the job i applied for a month or so ago ( Read more... )

and now gmail's fucking up!

awesome. just, awesome.

nevermind, it's working now......

now hopefully i'll hear back from SOMEONE soon.

if a company claims to have "award-winning customer support" that is also "24/7", shouldn't i be fairly surprised when BOTH of their online contacts are, well, OFFLINE? shouldn't this grant me permission to stab them in the eyes ( Read more... )

through a friend's introspection, i was inspired to read some of my first posts, dating back a surprising SEVEN years ago.

wow.

was a i really that emotionally/socially/romantically inept? or did i just THINK i was...?