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[apofullthrottle]

With all that has been going on the past few days, I am so ready to go to BMT this summer. The sooner I put this town and most of the people in it to my tail the better. I dont know why I still think she will come talk to me about this. She said she would before... and didnt. I told her she had a chance. At least I told her. Apparently I had

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[rissasotherblog]

derek, all that matters is that you are doing what your heart tells you is right FOR YOU. whats right for one person isnt right for everyone. no, i dont like war or people i know and care about going into the armed forces. it scares the shit out of me because of the fact that i could lose them so easily.hell one of my best friends ever has been in the air force for 5 years. he could get sent out at any moment. but what i remind myself is its his choice, not mine. you have to make sure people understand that. and if they dont now, they will. i for one am proud of you for having the courage to do that, because i nevercould face death on a daily basis. it takes a lot of balls, donkey boy. i respect you and your decision, not because i agree with it but because you are doing waht you feel is best for you and following your heart. i just want you to know that.
and i know this is all rambly but i just woke up and my thought processes are like phhhht.