I actually felt happy for the first time in a while.

There is a muse concert tomorrow in Boulder...but I have nobody to go with... :(

She got what she deserved...
I should be overjoyed...
But I am not.

I believe we all could benefit from knowing whether or not we have been abducted by aliens...
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I want to hold somebody...but there is nobody I want to hold.

I was just reading http://www.nomarriage.com/ This site has a lot of interesting information. In the section that said "what women not to marry" it was pretty much an exact description of Shauna. Well...reading it made me feel a bit better for the time being. Nothing against your recent ( Read more... )

A lot of you may be wondering why I have been going out of my way to make sure everybody I knows reads my most recent LJ postings... It isn't so everybody becomes spiteful towards shauna... And I'm not trying to make people feel sorry for me... I just want everybody to know what happened. I know I can be an extremely forgiving person, but I ( Read more... )

It's funny how the only time I ever update this is when I am either really depressed or pissed off... I guess there really isn't a reason to vent if you are happy is there? heh ( Read more... )

Today I did something that is probably the hardest thing I have ever done. Today Shauna and I said goodbye to eachother...forever. I thought I could handle being friends with her...I thought I was stronger than that. But no matter how long we ignored it, the subject of us dating always came back up due to my patheticness. She is the only girl I ( Read more... )

You said I could go there ( Read more... )