today i had a dr.'s appt and i had to take a urine sample for my physical. upon successfully forcing myself to pee, i was shoving the lid on the damn plastic cup and then i spilled it all over the bathroom and the cabinets. gross. haha ( Read more... )

lynly left her lj logged in so that means...lynly is a big hairy vagina

i'm really sad & frustrated right now. my cousin and her family are here from the islands. she has two little girls and they're so cute... i just feel helpless because i don't know tagalog and i can barely communicate w/ them. now they're all talking in tagalog and i'm just standing there like oooooooooooooook. yeah i know a few words and i can ( Read more... )

it's 2:19am. i'm still at 0/10 pages of my paper due at 7:00pm.
i know i'm a real procrastinator when i'm still lazy despite 10mg of good ol' focus.
i'm here at gateway listening to okkervil river while heath reads immunological bioinformatics.

haha
teh suck.

god i love zack morris.

thank you christina for seasons 3&4.

i think i've over-hyped myself about leaving america that i've become more resentful and frustrated w/ current life. i cherish hanging out w/ my friends but i think my insatisfaction is starting to defeat some of the good times. recently i've also been engulfed w/ immense nostalgia regarding past people that i've resorted to intense tracking on the ( Read more... )

i felt suffocated all day until night came ( Read more... )

brokeback mountain. there are no words. heath ledger plays such a convincing repressed cowboy. i can't stop thinking about it! jennifer, mike, and i dressed up and waited in the big ass line because south coast village is the only theatre around playing it. the waterworks almost came at the end. it's a really powerful movie and proves that love has ( Read more... )

all i gotta say is fuck you fall quarter
i went down .004
2nd worst quarter ever

redemption in place for winter & spring

and eff working 10 hrs/day

brokeback mtn either sat or sun

hollA!

i feel better since that last entry. gotta put it behind me now....and uh just get 4.0s the rest of college. right ( Read more... )