am i being a bad step parent by not catering to her every second of the day and when she throws a tantrum.

she screams and cries because her mother gives her everything and i dont and she hates it. everyone spoils the shit out of her and i dont so does that make me a bad step parent.

I just started taking school seriously. its Nov 2. i have like a month left of it and i just started taking it seriously. only my art classes i could give 2 shits about my math and science class because if i dont pass its bullshit because its a bullshit class.

Toy Story is out in 6 minutes.

IM GONNA BE 21 VERY SOON AND I CANT FUCKING WAAAAIIIIIITTTTT

i jsut wanna move out and never return. i could totally be smoking pot right now if they werent here. mother fuckers. and having a beer too. goshdarnit.

Lilly asks about me when im not there. She was crying because she fell at the pool and i held her in the car the 2 seconds it takes to get back to the house and i started bobbing her with my leg and she stopped crying. For some reason i can always make her stop crying. On the way home from mohegan sun she was like i wanna get out i wanna get out ( Read more... )

i'm so so so.... not okay.

never drinking coffee like that again. i can't sleep.

i love the fact i get to drink beer on my graduation day! love it.

today i got reamed a new one by my family for being freinds with jenn again. oh friggen well they don't understand i dont want the to.

so across the universe is seriously the best movie.. i think ive ever seen. just had to say it.

Elizabeth Bennet from Pride and Prejudice ( Read more... )