picking open old wounds... part 2

[apositivevoice]

**WARNING** SAME AS BEFORE... It's long and personal so it's behind the cut.

Comments

[jj_maccrimmon]

{{HUGZ}}

Stress is that annoying fact of life that interferes with the bodies health and ability to handle environment and illness. I genuinely belief you can do this in the future if you want in the future.

[apositivevoice]

Definitely, but I'm very gunshy about the whole thing...

[jj_maccrimmon]

Growth comes from having the courage, fortitude and insanity to try things the you think you do but fear accomplishing. You can do this!

[sarianna]

You could always follow in this lady's footsteps... ;)

[apositivevoice]

Yeh, I read that today and thought... well I hope it doesn't take *that* long.

[sarianna]

Cute new userpic. :)

Heh. Well, all you can do is live your life. Whenever college gets in, it happens.
*crosses fingers* three more semesters...

[heartsarts]

I feel so naive about your life, I honestly had no clue in high school that you were sick, you just seemed like an insanely sweet quiet girl.

I really really admire your strength. You just seem so sure of yourself and confident.

Do you date/have a boyfriend? Can I ask you a question; is it hard to tell people/potentional lovers about yourself, does it lead to awkward questions? Is it easier talking to strangers or people who know you?! I know you go to conferences and whatnot... Am I rude for asking these things?!!

[apositivevoice]

I wasn't terribly sick in high school except for a couple of times. Oh, and I totally don't think you're rude for asking these questions... almost no question is too personal. I have a boyfriend-ish atm... we're doing that whole roommate thing. Sometimes it leads to awkward questions, but I much prefer the questions to awkward silence or no questions. At least if they're asking questions, they're interested in educating themselves. Way easier to tell total strangers though... even if there's someone I know in the audience, I get a little more nervous. Telling someone I want to be friends with or even date though, I actually care about their reaction if that makes sense.

[birdiefan1]

Reading your posts about UML back in the day made me realize that I can't for the life of me remember how we became friends! I have memories of being the Ladle Masters and TPing Olly's door but how did we become friends in the first place?

[apositivevoice]

Yeh, I was thinking about that too... and reading some very old entries from froghugger... I think what happened is that I met Darlene through the drama club and then I think I ate dinner with the two of you one night. Then we totally bonded over Macgyver.

[birdiefan1]

ahh, yes, when realized that he had a mullet the whole time!