In the best, most desirable way -- you scare me. But I love the way you scare me but it makes me nervous and then I say or do something really stupid so I spend all this energy coming up with ideas to be smart so that you don't think I'm stupid and those ideas inherently backfire therefore making me look more stupid. It's a vicious circle, and I'm ( Read more... )

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So pretty much im grounded.
for lots or things.
i dont have a cell phone anymore...cooool.
winter is over. Did it really ever start?? 
my grandpa is in the hospital.
im not going to prom. i dont give a shiiiiit.
yea yea yea yea yea
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nothing ever changes in my life.
it all just sucks and ( Read more... )

wow. 05' is almost gone.

thank
fucking
god.

by far this was my worst year. by. far. and I think Christmas just summed it all up in one huge...mess. But you gotta end it right, right? right.

The only good thing that has come out of this year are these three girls "the girls with the black hair" they hold me together.

They are my rock.


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hiii :D

Its been a while. Lets seeeee. I quit my job....good thing....except I gotta find a new one. Lorys bday is next week. umm I really want a white toyota 4runner and i'm really tied all the time. I need to start going to church again and i'm starting to hate myspace bc its boring and stupid and it never works for me. My front yard looks like ( Read more... )

coordinate brain and mouth.
then ask me whats it like to have
myself so figured out.
i wish i knew..

I dont even know where to start. This month isn't looking up for me at all....if I have another month like september...I dont know. I Don't Know. I don't know anything at this point. I lost my parents trust. I lost all my friends and gained them ( Read more... )

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