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Then what will you do, she asked. What will I do, what can I do? I deserve to rot away in this dump. I really just deserve to die, but that's a little late. It wouldn't put an end to me, anyway. Does that make this Hell?
No, Rosette could never go to Hell. Maybe it's just my Hell, then.
It's not your fault, she said. Oh really? I was the one who accepted the horns. Blind, ignorant, stupid. I brought all this pain and suffering to her, and to the others. And still, they don't know half of what I've done.
All they see when they look at me is a pitiful victim, or someone to use. The only one who doesn't care what I am is Fiore... And maybe Liz. Is that a good thing or a bad thing?
It's better this way. I remember everything, now... And I'm so glad that they don't.
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I -
. . .
What I was before, I'm not... I'm not that anymore. I don't know if apologizing for the things I've done would be insulting or not, but if I've wronged you, then feel free to say whatever you want to me.
Just don't forgive me. Please don't forg
If there's anything I can do for anyone, please just let me know. I can heal almost anything.
Never look at me like that again. Just hate me. If you really love me, then ha
I'm sor
[ OOC; For those who missed it, Rosette and Co. managed to remove Joshua's horns for good. Unfortunately because of the length of time and the things he's done in the City, it didn't turn out as storybook as it did in canon. He's pretty much been hiding out in a small abandoned warehouse in the Underground since the first. ]
Then what will you do, she asked. What will I do, what can I do? I deserve to rot away in this dump. I really just deserve to die, but that's a little late. It wouldn't put an end to me, anyway. Does that make this Hell?
No, Rosette could never go to Hell. Maybe it's just my Hell, then.
It's not your fault, she said. Oh really? I was the one who accepted the horns. Blind, ignorant, stupid. I brought all this pain and suffering to her, and to the others. And still, they don't know half of what I've done.
All they see when they look at me is a pitiful victim, or someone to use. The only one who doesn't care what I am is Fiore... And maybe Liz. Is that a good thing or a bad thing?
It's better this way. I remember everything, now... And I'm so glad that they don't.
[/Private]
I -
. . .
What I was before, I'm not... I'm not that anymore. I don't know if apologizing for the things I've done would be insulting or not, but if I've wronged you, then feel free to say whatever you want to me.
Just don't forgive me. Please don't forg
If there's anything I can do for anyone, please just let me know. I can heal almost anything.
Never look at me like that again. Just hate me. If you really love me, then ha
I'm sor
[ OOC; For those who missed it, Rosette and Co. managed to remove Joshua's horns for good. Unfortunately because of the length of time and the things he's done in the City, it didn't turn out as storybook as it did in canon. He's pretty much been hiding out in a small abandoned warehouse in the Underground since the first. ]