aahhhhhhhh damnit dmanit damnit. i think i fucked things up with miek again. how i have NO idea! he thinks he cant trust me!!!! i have NO idea why!!!! its aaagghhh...i dunno wat to think. watever i needa be by myself.

uh...nothign is really new. i talked to roxy last night. i'm giving her a week to open up to me. if not then yea i find it hard to be her friend. but thats all thats with that. nothing big. right now kelley is pissed at me. why? cuz i "threw snow at her and she asked me to stop and i didnt" watever. i was tossing snow in the air. britnie got snow ( Read more... )

uh...i'm in deca right now. sitting with clay n marcie. i'm a bit pissed right now. some bitches in english. girls are so fucken annoying. i honestly cant stand them. right now i'm running out of friends. not because of shit they do. just on my own. i realize how fucken dumb ppl are. i really sometimes feel like ppl are just too retarted to ( Read more... )

alrighty then. today was shitty. i woke up feeling tired as hell. i got ready feeling pretty confident. i got to skool and chekd my mail. i got another thigny from roxy. it wasnt as bad. i still kinda felt bad but i suppose we're all good now. wat happend..i dunno. lol. but its gona now? lol. then i went to tal kto chelseh.i was so tired. i stood ( Read more... )

i'm still with mike!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!! its so much better this time around. i love it. i love him. heehee. yesterday i spent the morning with him. it was so much fun. wow. i was glad he was smiling that much. =D aaaaahhhh i loved it! i cnat wait to see him right now. mMm....yummay lol. well anyways. i guess roxy hates me. i dunon wat she wants me ( Read more... )

OKIE DOKIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! k. time for update. if you all read roxys journal then u kno i was with ryan.well....on...the 20th of feburary i broke up with him. why...i'm gonna tell you cuz damnit bitches spread rumors. k. -breath- wen i started liking him i still had feelings for mike. i felt like it would help me get over him faster. 1st mistake ( Read more... )

hey!!! still my updated shit is on my xanga site thingy. yea. nothingreally has happend. i gots a boyfriend!!! yay! i'm going out with ryan. yeps. thigns are good. a little strange for me tho. cuz well yea. i'm nt sure about anything right now.

well if you wanna know wat happend today go to my other journal but yea i'll just say wats going on now. i'm talkin to kelley. shes frickin awesome. shes SO funny. and now she has a livejournal! YAY!!!!!!! woohoo! lol. its awesome. i'm so bored tho. its friday and i'm at home...on the computer. i feel so loserish lol. AND i'm watchin the emperors ( Read more... )

hey you guys i got a new journal. so if you REALLY wanna know wat on my mind check it out. i love you all! link:
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=ApplBottomCuti07

hm...i missed homecoming lst night. i was supposed to go to mikes house actually but his dads friends were over so..yea. too bad. i really think being his friend will help me get over him. cuz its like..if we chill we'll hang out like friends and i wont just think of him and my first love/ex boyfriend. ya kno? i dunno if its makes sense. but yea. ( Read more... )