I can sleep now...I had a talk with my mother about it, and she helped me a little...then backstabbed me by not allowing me to date her and said she would kick me out...when I came home form Graham's last night she apologized to me. I am feeling ok right now, and for the first time, I am not all confused and shit. I am just a little stressed ( Read more... )

I had the worst dream last night. I didn't say anything about it to anyone because it feels weird to think about it. It involved Caitlin. She is going through VERY tough times (I probably shouldn't talk about it) and I am scared and worried about her. I am very depressed because I can't see her and comfort her and she's all alone. I want to be ( Read more... )

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I can't believe this is happening to me again...I broke up with Andrea. Now I am going out with Caitlin, who I have been friends with for a while. I feel great being with her, but apparently, no one likes her. Now, I am being excluded from things (in the newer group) and it's all thanks to Mike. At first, he was on my side with manipulation, ( Read more... )

I am bored

James...you are my friend...and I am going to do the mature thing and apologize for this morning. I was wrong about you being mad, but I don't appreciate you calling Andrea stupid. She's not. I haven't heard you apologize for that yet. In fact, I don't remember the last time you apologized for something you were wrong about...I obviously get ( Read more... )

LALA...I am so bored...I don't know what to write, so I will stop!

BYEBYE..

dum dum de dum...

I can't wait until Friday, when Andrea and I have our 3rd date (originally our 1st). I like her so much and I want to be with her. We are still shy around each other, but everytime she isn't around, I think about her. I couldn't get her off my mind in school today, which isn't a bad thing. I like thinking about her. It makes me happy. I ( Read more... )

I am finally happy...After everything that's happened in the past...I think I am happiest right now...The date went great!!! We ate at Bugaboo Creek and then we all went to Graham's house. It started off with a little uneasy silent moments, but gradually picked up...At the end of the date, I gave her a hug, because we were in Kay-tee's mom's car ( Read more... )