And here it is.

[apple_fiona]

It was supposed to be the perfect evening to make up for what an asshole I had been. It'd been over a month since I flew to London, leaving a note on my side of the bed, somehow finding three words an acceptable explanation. "Gone to London," it said in my sloppy cursive and to London I had gone. I don't know if I had a plan when I left, I just

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[jasonkay]

You shine with a blinding glow in my eyes, you did from the first moment I set eyes on you and everyday from that moment on. You are so much more than I could ever put to words and I will be forever grateful for this little diversion that allowed us to meet again and create that little world of our own, a world that belongs to you and you alone. You have hugged a place in my heart that could never belong to anyone else, it is eternal, unfaltering, immortal within every captured tear and trickling chuckle.

[I] adore [you] chica.

See you in planet home.

[apple_fiona]

When you first dropped visine in my eye, I had no idea I'd met the other half of my heart. You know what I mean. You've done so much for me, Jay. I'll never be able to thank you.

I have no words. I'll call...I just...yeah.

Right back to [you].

See you around.

[jasonkay]

Alondra is in the pocket of the coat you stole borrowed, together with an open invitation for a ride on my back and absinthe filled nights. You know your place as well as I know mine, be safe chica. Heal and return.

I love you.

[apple_fiona]

I never did name Alondra's sister but I treasured each piggy back ride as if it were sweet nector of the Gods. You're in my heart, Chiko. From the beginning to end, you've appealed this my humanity.

Stop fucking making me cry.

I love you more.

[c_parker]

Now you will be missed. I hope you're taking care of my tie. I do expect to see you wearing it next time we see each other.

[apple_fiona]

Leave it to you, Craig Parker, to make me bawl my fucking eyes out. You should be flogged for this!

I'm taking excellent care of your tie. You'll be very happy to know that I never entered that Avril look-alike contest. The sanctity of your tie remains in tact.

You are certainly missed, dearest Haldir.

Not only will I be wearing your tie, but I'll be wearing it with an impeccably pressed blouse and pair of slacks.

[m_gyllenhaal]

There was a time where [w]e connected. Don't ever think I've stopped thinking of you. I haven't. I never have and never will. I love you.

[Take care.]

[apple_fiona]

I could never forget or stop thinking about you, babe. [I]'m really glad to have known you in the short time that I did. You really challenged me to stop my game up. To not be afraid to wear my heart on my sleeve. You're amazing. I love you too, kid.

[marc_blucas]

We're always going to have ben and jerry's ice cream and I'll be one of only a few that you cuddled with and seen you at some of your worse. I love you like...well, there's nothing like the way I love you. You're always going to be with me whereever I go and I hope you know that.

[Even though I knew this was coming, I still wasn't prepared. I <3 you too darn much. But I'll see you around, I'm sure. :-* ]

[apple_fiona]

I owe you so much, Blucas. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have lasted this long. You've been my strength in times when I didn't know whether to scratch my watch or wind my ass and you always, always, always have this way of looking at me that let's me know that you'd always be here for me. Thank you for being so loyal. It means the world to me.

The love I have for you is intense and no matter what endeavors I take on in life, I'll be carrying a little piece of you with me. I adore you.

[You were one of the first to embrace me here. For that, I'll always be grateful. I <3 you to absolute pieces. I'll see you on the flipside.]

[mrmarilynmanson]

Aw, Fi.

Many the nights you crossed my door and many more you ended up crashed out on my floor and it pains me to know I won't be stepping over your stoned, prone body anytime soon.

We'll always have the bong hits. The absinthe. The time I beat the shit out of Ben. The late night talks. Angst aplenty. You know where I am if you need me or anything else for that matter.

Pourin' one out for my deleting homies. Damn you, God. Damn you.

Take care of yourself.

[apple_fiona]

Aw, Manson.

You lovable insomniac, my boy in half drag. My adoration for you is limitless. Sometimes I wonder how you can be so brilliant without being absolutely insane. Thank you for every pep-talk, word of wisdom, line of white lady and nauseating story of your childhood memories of Creedence Clearwater.

Double goes for you, man.

One for my homies left behind in dat gangsta lean. Fuh sho.

You too.