Now youre lost; forever.

[apple_puff]

Oh my gosh. where to start, what to say. Everything is slowly falling apart. Today i find out that one of my best friends was completely stabbing me in the back. And they claimed they were all about respect? seriously wow i never excpected this from them. and they had no right to do this

honestly just last night they told me forgetting everything

Comments

wow..

[slutmonkey2x]

well, im rly sry that that happened and stuff but you cant change it. he lied 2 me as he lied 2 u, the best thing now i guess is 2 just stop talking 2 him...im always here for you though, there is no need 2 be scared 2 be close 2 ne1, hes the only fuckhead who messed everything up and lied about all that shit...i was mad at you, but now im mad at him..sos lets just forget him and forget everything he has 2 say.

Re: wow..

[slutmonkey2x]

yes forget everything i have to say./... dont hear what i have to say, cause apparently i never mattered... just throw me away without hearing me out... leave me to die...

[anonymous]

whoever let you down Ilana is a...how can i put this..ASS HOLE...ANUS..MONKEY BALL SUCKER..they obviously dont deserve the kinda of friendship aand honesty you can give them..jUS member he's jus jelous cuz he cant haave the most beautifull, talented, intelligent, and loving girl in the whole entire world..he's to ugly..AND STUPID FOR YOUR LOVE darlin..dont let a person like that put that pretty smile to a frown .. your to special for that..and plus dont forget rainy days come and go but the sun will always shine on you.. i love you so much..from your best friend

from the asshole ball sucker

[anonymous]

and who ever the fuck you are, if rainy days came and went thatd be worse cause lana likes the rain... geez dick head u have no idea whats going on... i know wtf i did was the most horrible thing in the world... but the only one who knows why i did it is me! everyone else gets to be fucked up but me? well i snap too. i have my reason and tho not a good one... everyone does dumb shit for dumb reasons...

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[anonymous]

dont you think i know what i did was wrong

Re: .

[flamingomaster]

wow...dude that shit is tough...same shit happened to me... i lied and almost lost a good friend...wont say who though...anyway, lana..i barely know u, but u seam like a caring considerate person, if a human was born perfect, i wouldnt wanna live. all the imperfections in a person, some smaller or larger than others...makes then an individual , a minority, only one of a kind...instead of machine built and every the same... i love people for their imperfections...if they are unique...that is better than mainstream.i dunno what the fuck i am talking about, just that this person seams to have made a mistake, but forgiveness is the fountain of youth for a friendship...think about it. if u stopped being friends with someone, just because of a mistake they made, or a fight...u would be a very lonely person. anyway...8/6/04 shall live on in infamy...only known to me.

-Pardon this prisoner,
this prisoner in my heart,
the remorse and memories,
is tearing me apart.

-pardon this prisoner by my band...which has no name

-til days shall be no

Re: .

[slutmonkey2x]

all she lost me as was a boyfriend, im still here for her. if she ever needs a shoulder 2 lean on im here, and if she ever needs a person 2 hug, my arms are wide open. just because we arent going out no more doesnt mean she lost me..even though thats what you wanted.

this is nick

[anonymous]

you really dont understand do you...
thats not at all what i wanted you retard,
i said what i said to convince myself i didnt love her anymore
because she pulled too much shit with this whole situation that i couldnt take it anymore
but i dont care about love anymore
and the way i chose to get over it was wrong you see..
if you make her happy id want nothing more then u 2 to be friends.. and i can see you both do, so thats wonderful...
dont put words in my mouth because its not true