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july.

Jul 12, 2004 22:22

I havent updated in a while. Hm,, i hate july. i think its the worst month out of the 12 of 'em. Lets see,, since i've written my great grandma died,, july 6th. Wow that was hard. the funeral was the 8th and it was really nice and pretty but full of grief and sorrow. My moms most torn up about it, shes a wreck.

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bobbyiscool July 12 2004, 20:28:14 UTC

"i hate july" .. im sorry to hear that ilana...
maybe things will turn for the better soon...
hopefully..

anonymous July 13 2004, 06:52:03 UTC

im sorry about your grandma ilana<3

-julie

hey lana its kim <3 anonymous July 13 2004, 07:31:09 UTC

ah ilana im so sorry for what your having to go through i love you soo incredibly much <33 yeah july isent a cool month but its almost over ..sort of ? lol ..if you need anything im always here <3

eggplants for life <3..kim

anonymous July 13 2004, 09:47:06 UTC

I tell myself that I can't hold out forever
I say there is no reason for my fear
Cause I feel so secure when we're together
You give my life direction,
You make everything so clear

And even as I wander, I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window
On a cold dark winter's night
And you're falling farther then I ever thought you might

And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I'd started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars forever
Cause.. I can't fight this feeling anymore

fatso_is_me July 13 2004, 11:23:03 UTC

u know the poem in my profile!!!!

its all foru my darling

oki so its really not buti love u and u r my lil sister and ur just so amazing it makes me sad to see u sad and look on the bright side... I LOVE U MUCHO!!! and i shall always be hither per tu.. even when i go away but oh i wil be here... im magical 2 places at once.. u just wait and see!!!

toot toot and a woot woot? anonymous July 16 2004, 12:38:12 UTC

im sorry ilana...i wasnt thinking then and yes i am happy with my decision...and yea im always here for you and u know that...ill do nething 2 put a smile on ur face or 2 cheer u up....and i think i did a pretty good job of cheering u up? yea id say so lol....yea goodbye baby..(smiles) i love you so much!!

yes evry1 this is anthony...not some random kid telling ilana he loves her

Re: toot toot and a woot woot? anonymous July 17 2004, 05:41:07 UTC

I'm glad you can make her smile Anthony. Keep it that way.
c ya later