I saw a rude boy with my trainers today: I'm so ghetto.

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Things are pretty shit in my head at the moment. I HATE that I fucked up my a-levels and everyone talks of all this stuff they're doing in their gap year and I can't do anything because I have to do a fucking a level... and I don't even know what I want to do anymore anyway, im being put off university because I just.... I just feel repelled by it

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[cynicalpenguins]

I know exactly how you feel. Seriously. It's not empathy - almost two months ago I was borderline suicidal, for the exact same reasons you listed in your post.
You're still young, the entire world is open for you. You've got plenty of time to figure out what you want in life.
I don't really have any other advice.
I hope you're OK.