Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw, I'm scared of what I did, of who I am, and most of all I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I'm with you

SO i haven't updated in a long time...but I have kinda been busy. Nikki is sent away..and it really sucks. i havent had day off since..Friday...and I wont have until Friday. We were let out of school today because of the snow, and they couldn't get the damn fire alarm to turn off. It feels really good to have Mark as a friend again...it was really ( Read more... )

On My Own ( Read more... )

~Ok so last night my mom and I went to Chinese, and than I went and hung out with Jeremy and Matt. That was pretty cool. Jermey asked me to Prom last night. God that is like the 4th person to ask me, so hopefully this one is the good luck charm.I got a new job and Im totally excited...I work at Holiday Inn now as a hostess.I went and visited olsen ( Read more... )

So in Olsen's the other day, we did this spontaneous thing....we wrote on a piece of paper what we thought we knew EVERYTHING about. Then we crumbled it up and put it in a box. Everyone had to choose from the box and whatever we picked we had to go up in front of the class and talk about it for 2 minutes. Antone of course was the only one to get ( Read more... )

This is my tribute to the nice girls. To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be they that are doing something wrong. This is for the girls who don't give it up on the first date, who don't want to play mind games, ( Read more... )

Well I spent the entire weekend with BJ and Duecshie, It was pretty fun. So this week has sucked, I finially got my cd's back from William. Thank GOD! Im taking a road trip this weekend with Amy, Tabitha and Damon. CANT FREAKN WAIT. Kyle it felt good to hang out with you again. Im sorry about your friends, but things are leaning on the good side. ( Read more... )

DO you want me...Do you want to be my friend? Well then dont be afraid to take me the hand..if you want.....I think this is how love goes ( Read more... )

SO I finially got it out, I mended the hole with Nikki. I feel so much better than before, I finially feel that there is alot of weight lifted off ,my shoulders.Thanks Nik! Yea anyways my car should be here soon...hopefully. SO yeah there isnt much new here, ,just chilling and working, which really sucks. But at least it is money.OK well write ( Read more... )

I cried today...

not because I missed you or even wanted you

but because....

I finially realized, Im going

to be alright without you