Lets see where randomness can lead to today....

[applefiend]

Well... looks like a chapter of my life has been forced closed.

Seeing people that find such happiness in stuff new, TheBitingFaery brought this along with last night, makes me wonder if I'm holding back too much. I rationalize and understand all the time when it comes to pain, but when it comes to happiness and love and all that, I sometimes find myself stuck

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[boundby]

I so know how you feel. It is much easier said than done though exspecially when we are surrounded by so much pain all the time it makes it hard to open up to those possibilities for happiness that we are confronted with. I hope you have better luck than I have thus far, just remember it is better to take a chance than to regret something you didn't do for the rest of your life. :)

[applefiend]

wow. Seeing you respond to my LJ surprised me bunches.. hey suga <3 and yah. I've finally decided to talk to people and be open about this with people and y'all are right. It's just hard BUT! thank you sooo much <3