second time i wrote thisnosaprizesOctober 19 2004, 12:00:25 UTC
i know you read my journal and i'm so addicted to yours because i do care...not just amusing you either. I just dont want you to think any of this has to do with you. I let myself get hurt. I want to apologize...oh god here come the tears. I'm sorry...for that kiss, for the past two months, for trying to force something to happen...for everything. But i'm not sorry that it took something as shitty as this for me to meet you. your gunna have as much time as you need to figure things out cause i'm not gunna be around. It's not good for me and obiviously not good for the people around me. I dont fit in thats why i'm moving on. I can't do this to myself or anyone else. Let me just say you shouldn't have been the one he pushed away...i should have left a long time ago. I shouldn't even have tried. I realized that i'm the one that made things difficult so i am going to uncomplicate the situation by walking away. It used to work for me and it's time i treid it out again. Iza typed what she needed to say i let her but it was honest and
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