i don't know how to feel.

i'm hurt.
i'm really upset.
but i don't want to be.
i want to be okay with it.
why do i feel guilty being mad?
but holy shit.

OWCH.

joanna: *calls you*
"afra.. i just wanted to let you know your the most beautiful person, ive ever seen. dont be sad because you shouldn't ever waste a chance to show your beautiful smile"
*blows kisses*
joanna: "you deserve everything, but since all i can offer is me.. i give you my hand to hold whenever you need it"
joanna: *more kisses;)*
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i have a candy cane. ^-^

thumbs down to stress zits.

if my digital camera doesn't come sometime soon i will scream. i'm so excited!

dustin: coffee time
dustin: bye sis
afra: bye, big brother
afra: have a good day<3
dustin: love ya lil one
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so we were....
y'know...

and his mom knocked on the door.
AHHHH.

kylie: Just be cool. Drink some tea, type on msn, listen to good music. And worry about things when they present themselves. Not ahead.

thankyou, kylie.

thankyou, ebony. thankyou for being so amazing. thankyou for loving me. thankyou for listening.

i love you two.mom has christmas lights up. i'm so happy. ahhhh.. such a good day yesterday [ ( Read more... )

i'm grinnnnning.

i love holding him and when he holds me and kisses me and plays rough. i love that we made love. i love that he called me precious. i don't think he could ever know how much it meant to me, that he opened up for me.

carl just came by! out of nowhere, he &ian &drew came by and carl grabbed me and kissed me. -happy sigh- they were on their way to band practise, down at drew's. i'm so thrilled that he came by!! and i might go see hamlet with him tomorrow at the university. :D ( Read more... )

i was in a good mood.

thanks for ruining it, you three. you bragged like nobody's business, you were a hypocrite ( Read more... )

kylie's my scenester sceneSTAR.

kylie: you're the prettiest crutch an emotional cripple could ever ask for.

kylie: they were like creepy vampires!
kylie: and you and I were the scared little faeries.

kylie: Af' n Kylie PixieWings <3 xo
afra: i love you more than anyone in this entire world.

kylie: FaeryToes
kylie: FairyFeetsies
kylie: hehe..

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