i wanna leave my self behind ; can i kiss you out in the moon light ?

[applenoire]

i am drinking cheap wine that isn't mine. i didn't buy it, but it isn't stolen either. 
i am on one level daydreaming about bob dylan, and i'm sure that layer of my subconscious is constantly playing like my mind is a theatre with many rooms and many films playing. this excites me.

i'm listening to chad vangaalen. i'm all cold and shivery. it feels

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[smokypines]

chad vangaalen is my favorite!!! I'm going to see him in november :)

these pictures are so nice. the last two are so feminine and pretty

[applenoire]

chad v. came here last month (to edmntn town), but i was working! sad
so i was thinking yesterday that i should look into his schedule and see if he's comin back soon

[smokypines]

you definitely shoul! he's my favvvvorite live. When I first saw him it was my favorite concert ever, and it still hasn't been beat

[applenoire]

i just checked his myspace and see that his next and only performance scheduled and listed is calgary november 10th. too bad, so sad. i guess i'll just have to keep my fingers crossed (which may make day-to-day life quite difficult, but worth it in the end, i'm sure.)

[paperhouse]

i feel like something pouring out into the sand. i feel like many wheels turning helplessly in a smoky room. i feel that there must be better music somewhere.

kisslutechocolatedreamfarewell, etc

[applenoire]

:}

[___psychedelia]

You write beautifully, sounds like life is treating you well!
The days are getting darker earlier here too. Infact, often there is just this creeping rain and this grey sky.
Late at night, overthinking, I feel uncertain. I go out maybe two nights a week to party and that's fun but most nights I'm studying till late and I just feel a little overwhelmed and a little afraid of what the winter will bring. I'm determined for this winter to be different to every other. The dark nights set in and everyone seems to cut themselves off from everyone else and no one round here is as friendly and people keep their heads down and their scarves up over their mouths and noses. It just seems like such an isolating time of year. However, this year, I want to carry on with the weekly partying and have a fancy dress party and go to Christmas plays and carry on with the vegan street team and just treat it like every other season, just wearing thicker clothes.

[applenoire]

that's funny,

"just treat it like every other season, just wearing thicker clothes."

'cause that epitomizes how i'm feelin' about this winter as well,
i feel like i'm walking into a snow storm of blinding whiteness with a red scarf & a fierce determination to keep my head up and my mind & heart open

[thinmoonsugar_]

lovely.
you shouldn't feel guilty to write about yourself.
you are wonderful.

xo
c*

[applenoire]

aw, thanksya

[beingstill]

these pictures are so nice!

[applenoire]

i had a good time taking them.