iseethemorninglight.it'snotbecausei'manearlyriser.it'sbecauseididn'tgotobedlastnight.

[applenoire]

i  feel like lying in bed all day, smoking cigarettes, drinking tea, and reading murakami. 
after all that i'm sure i'd be feeling a little restless though, and maybe i'd go for a walk to the store down the street.
there's a beck song titled, "today has been a fucked up day." that sort of explains my yesterday. 
i don't even feel good about getting

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[hiding_in_here]

somepeople can only understand certain parts of your life so why tell them what they will get lost or judgemental on.
I want to be in the first picture with no shoes on

[applenoire]

i like your point. it makes sense. sometimes there is only hurt when you open up to the wrong people about the wrong things at the wrong times. i think it's most important to be open and honest with ourselves...then from there we can move on and branch out to other people.

i showed my grandma these pictures and she said she wished she could step into them and walk around lazily, exploring. how nice. :)

[applepieskies]

I do the same thing and sometimes I wonder if through that I've turned myself into a fragmented person. I think it would be nice to have someone you didn't need to use a filter with. But so very few people these days are capable of dealing with a whole. They work best with fragments because they too, only know how to communicate that way. Maybe we all hide too much from others, scared of what would happen if we could just..be.