yeah, that's me.

[applenoire]

i'm looking for other people who are at some times total fuck-ups. this way i won't feel so alone and you (that is, if i find you) maybe won't feel so alone either.

possible criteria:

+acting like a little child even though you're technically an adult
+eating cookies for breakfast and then not eating for the next 24 hours
+not going in to work for two

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[applenoire]

at least you do mostly constructive things to compensate though. good on ya

[_remains]

that's me, for sure. i write poetry in this journal and further explore my fuck-ups in kitralysis. ♥

[applenoire]

sweet. i added you there.

[amnesie]

i keep most of it to myself, but yeah. most of my fuckups are not described in detail on my journal, unfortunately- i've given up on embarassing exposure. but i am, at heart, a total fuckup. it's been on my mind alot lately.

[applenoire]

i was hoping during the xmas break i'd be able to stitch myself together, but that didn't really work. F.

[amnesie]

i've used my christmas break so far to mostly ignore what i'm supposed to be working on and sleep far too much. and stare at all this rain. i've forgotten how to stitch anything back together, i think.

[applenoire]

aye, that's how i "deal" too...i smoke and look at the moon or miss the moon, bike (sometimes walk), mostly do nothing, and do small chores like "buy toothpaste"

[simplertimes]

Yeah, put me down for the first one and the third one. I find myself moving from one thing to another that I can get lost in, primarily to block out the constant barrage of regrets. And I write a lot of bad poetry. And I purposefully ruin friendships because I can't stand hearing myself apologize for things over and over again. Yep, it's a long list, and one that keeps getting longer.

[applenoire]

ok, i'm glad i'm not the only one to commit the crime of not going in to work and not calling in. that one makes me feel like total shit, but sometimes i'm such a little worm and i can't even call them to let them know what's up.

[simplertimes]

Oops, I meant to say four, sorry.

[applenoire]

ah, yes, 4...

cell phones are weird. they seem to be changing the way we interact. it's like there's this social obligation to always be accessible, to always have to be "there"...sometimes i just wanna disappear for a while, but at the same time i can't help but feel hurt when i call someone and they don't call me back. instant karma.