fatjuju07 [10:15 PM]: hey ( Read more... )

blah there is so so so so so much i want to say. i just don't know where to start. :sigh: i'll try later.

i'm not sure if it's safe to say that i'm feeling any better...however, this past weekend blew me away i had so much fun ( Read more... )

damnit im so sick of being this whiney biotch. ive been like so depressed i feel like im making everyone else around me all sad too and i don't want them to be that way too. ugh im not looking for sympathy or anything like that just someone i can talk to. i can't find that someone. sure, a lot of people say they'll listen and try to help and yeah ( Read more... )

i'm trying so hard to be happy. i really am. but the things that people have said keep eating away at me inside. i'm trying to be strong it's so hard for me to even smile. all i can do right now is hold on to God because He is who is getting me through this. i wish people who stop saying stuff. they don't even know me. i know i should just ignore ( Read more... )

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well goodness ( Read more... )

well to sum up everything since the last time i posted ( Read more... )

i don't even know where to begin...
most of you know so i guess we'll leave it at that.
i'm going to keep my mouth shut..
except i must say- colleen: yes, i wish i was to be abducted by aliens too.

anyways...i love my cupcake

everyone is rushing into things
everything is moving too fast

i wanna be with you...and you

>_O

have a fabulous night, my love

bai bai beautiful =]