so i'm sitting here putting some make up on about to to copelands with my grandpa and his girlfriend and my parents and my brother. i really wish my brother would get in the shower so that when my mom is ready to go he actually is ready because that's just really annoying. i got exempt from ruffinos exam. it was awesome. great day. although i wish ( Read more... )

okay i have to freaking study but i needed a break. i pray to God that by some miracle i get exempt from ruffino. i'm going to talk to him in the morning. i have to study so much for mrs sed i have no time to study for his. i took a nap when i came home. mistake. but i was so freaking tired. i only slept for like 45 minutes but i layed there for ( Read more... )

um disecting the pigs was gross. me and brit sat in the hall. haha. it smelled. i made the first cut but then mo got something gooey and brown stuck on his finger and i was repulsed. i dont remember what else happened. i came home yesterday and worked my ass off. i did so much homework ( Read more... )

you guys..i saw the birth today! it was definitely the coolest thing that i have everrrrrrrr seen in my whole life. haha. i'm not kidding. everyone was grossed out except for me. the only gross part was when the umbilical was like hanging out of the vagina. yeah i failed a test in ruffino today. gosh. i just messed up because i'm stupid. we watched ( Read more... )

no more projects. exams. yes! life is about to be good again..i think.

well you guys. i'm in a bad mood but whatever. i kinda don't care anymore. i just need to choose my battles with my dad and ignore it. and with a certain someone..i just shouldn't worry at all. it might go back to the way things were when summer starts or i might just get over it. i have to do this stupid ass biology it suckkkks. i love you guys!

i freaking hate my life. i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it. yeah i have no friends, no boy, no life, i hate my dad. i hate being at home. i hate being at school. i can't speak without getting a fucking attitude from the fucking ass hole. my brother is so fucking stupid and annoying. my mom never says a fucking word. i have no boy. i ( Read more... )

i went to school with curly hair. i went to biology and we talked about stuff. i went to math and ruffino was in the best mood. he let us stop class early. it was insane. the other honors class got hw and we didnt! haha loserrrrrs. we watched the rest of the lion kings in bridges. latten had bud something hot seat day(i want to say it was budwieser ( Read more... )

i dont really remember anything about today except cookie dough, the lion king, mrs bernstein being funny, jacob and mel being grossssss, and it being extremely hot. and after school i hung out with my favorite person..hahha. michiele that is...he picked me up in his new car. i felt rich and old. it's a 2005 pathfinder. pretty much brand new, ( Read more... )

i want someone to like. i need someone to like. i need someone to give me hugs and hold my hand and be my friend and make me laugh. i feel so empty inside. i am just a mess today. i really want someone. even if it's just a best friend again.. but i really want a boy. a nice boy. i want someone to like me in spite of the horrible and awful things ( Read more... )