freaking out

[applesplash]

i can't purge...and i'm going insane because of it. nothing's been coming out but teaspoonfuls and i'm freaking out and i dunno what to do...dammit gah! help! ah! i'm home for the weekend. and i'm really frustrated because NOTHING'S working out right now. GR.

Comments

[tinysecret]

it's prolly b/c you purge a lot. Even if you DO manage to get something up it's not gonna be calorie filled like your first few purges, your body learns how to take hold of the nutrients and fats really quickly if you purge a lot, b/c it knows that it doesn't have long to process them, so purging might be useless to you right now anywho. Take a break from it? like letting your metabolism come back to normal, you'll be able to purge again...if that's what you really want...but...nevermind, i wont preach.