first...i'm so sorry, honey. it totally changes the world when someone that close to your age dies. and especially in such a terrible way, that could have been prevented if people were only a little less...whatever.
i guess i know a little bit about how you feel, bex, because i always kind of felt like one of the very few people that didn't drink.
i've found that just "not drinking" isn't really enough for me. i have to be loud about not drinking. and also be the funnest person in the room. it's kind of exhausting, but maybe it helps. i don't really know.
Totally, Rach! That's what I try to do too! except that I'm usually not the funnest person in the room. But I try to always be content and happy and joyful and smiley and...
well, it's not like i was always (or ever) successful. but i always tried to be crazier and more fun sober than anyone else was drunk or high. like i'd dance on the tabletops and accept dares and stuff.
yeah, she wasn't wearing a seatbelt. she crossed the center line and hit an oncoming car, filled with three drunk (and possibly high) kids & one designated driver. the three drunk kids ran away from the scene (ugh, it makes me sick). i just keep thinking about how it all could have been prevented, and yeah, it is a lot of small careless things...
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i guess i know a little bit about how you feel, bex, because i always kind of felt like one of the very few people that didn't drink.
i've found that just "not drinking" isn't really enough for me. i have to be loud about not drinking. and also be the funnest person in the room. it's kind of exhausting, but maybe it helps. i don't really know.
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i mean, you see it all the time in the news, but it's so much different when it hits this close to home. :s
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(that's something I don't understand anyway- what's wrong with wearing the belt? it's not like it's bothering much)
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